Hey ppl! Let me ask you a qn!
what is LOVE??
From the dictionary i found this meaning :
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
Sometimes i dont get what does this word mean at all..
Is love supposed to be a good thing or a bad thing? If it is a good thing, then why does it always hurt you so much??
Be it your family, your bf/gf, your friends... there is always this kind of thing happening.. the more you love them.. the more hurt you will feel when something bad happened..
once i was in the crossroad of my life, with many many diff paths to head on.. i chose this path thinking that it would b the best for me.. but nw im not so sure anymore.. yes, i knw that life is inevitably filled with good and bad moments.. that i shouldnt be a spoiled child and demand to only experience the good side of life..
everything was so good initially.. but it all changed as time past.. bitterness came in and stained the memories that i used to have.. my sis once told me that if i didnt choose this path, i may have missed some of the good things that i had enjoyed.. bt i am unsure if i had rushed things to fast... if i had gave evrything more time, would it be diff now? would it be better?
well.. this is something that i would never be able to knw since it has already passed.. i guess all i can do is to concentrate on the present.. cant seem to stop wondering bout some stuffs though..
anyway its my ex-class chalet tmr!!! would not be staying overnite though.. cant wait to spend time wif evryoneee!! =)
p.s. dear i hope evrything is okayyy =) dun worry!
i love you and i need you
what we could have been, 9:39 PM.