yeps, it has been decided!
fivestars for internship!
means no weekend off for me =(
bf pls arrange alternate meet up day =)

caas called for interview
but somehow i wasnt really sad when i heard their call
i guess mayb im jst relieved to have found a placement
getting tired of the whole process

i love clarkequay at night
sitting down there and talking is nice

btw i love my hot pink nails =p

aaahh...
went to five stars for interview jst now..
and i gt accepted

bt somehow, im getting more confused
more unsure
i dont knw if i should accept
since events is actually my first choice
but none called

one side i think i would kill myself if events called,
another side i would also die if i gt no placement at all

ming said something that make a lot of sense
if this is not what you really want, you shouldnt take it now
since you still have time to wait
why dont you try to wait

and what will the difference be, since both are not your first choice
so might as well you wait, at least you still have some chance
if you accept now, you wont have any chance anymore

their deadline is tmr

i cant seem to concentrate to study for mice
aahhh
crap
im so confused =(

should i?

why arent you listening when i need someone to listen?
it hurts.. badly..
cos im considering you in it

i've finally received my first call for interview!!!
it's at five stars though

bad thing is it's a travel agency
good thing is that its really near my hs
and when i say near i really mean it
it's just at my house downstairs
lol

i have been telling myself that i would accept any company that confirms me
since there is not really many choices left
so many people have secured a place already
and i'm definitely getting anxious

yuheng and sis keep on telling me to go too
since its so so so so convenient
work days are scary though
6 days week
i would have no time to rest lar!

aahhh
okay
i'm thinking too much
maybe i wont even be accepted
since they want people who know chinese

holidays soon!
fnb down
left mice only!

fnb was bad though =(
hate paper 2!

it's sunday!
which means tmr is a whole new week of sch again =(
with two tests coming up
but on a better note! its gonna be my last week of sch before my 3 weeks break! yippe!!
gonna be going back indo!

me and sis are now fixing our own meals!
simple and easy to cook meals though
haha
rice, miso soup, kimchi and fried egg
hahahahaha =p

we tried to bake cupcakes!
tasted okay but its burnt!
lol
tried to decorate it with colourful icings =)

stupid internship =(
i still havent get any placing yet
crap

>.<

Ticketing test over!
yeap! one down!
two more to go!

since i've got no sch yest,
went to meet felicia and weiling for lunch =)
feli went back indo yest nite though
and weiling is having internship!

den met up with bf after that
walk around raffles city for awhile

met up with class 09 yest nite!
to celebrate yeeting, naomi and ken's bdae =)
were eating at brewerkz
thanks to yeeting the meal was really really cheap!
and the tiramisu cake that we bought them was really nice!
the guys cant stop watching soccer though

went to watch angel and demon today!
but as usual, the book is still nicer!
have been meeting up a lot with bf this week =)
nice nice
something that his friend said is still bothering me though =(

no school for tmr!!
i'm so happyyyy =)

even though i have to rush my individual project tonight
but i have my sis to accompany me =)

went with her and uncle auntie to look at the condo that they had just bought!
name is CARRIBEAN
it's really gorgeous!!
it looks like a resort
like the whole setting of the place is so relaxing and pretty!!
i love the place!!!

and there is this other place there too
that is really cool and beautiful!
but no telling of name cos i dont want it to be crowded =p

aaahhh!!
how i wish i can buy a house there tooooooo =(

I just cut my hair =)
at REDS clarkequay

not much of a change though,
jst a bit of trimming to maintain the shape

so bored!
and so lazy..
got no motivation to start the individual report =(

k-boxing is fun lar! =)
had the sudden urge to go when we were chatting, so off we go to sing!

went to this ten dollar place at food street
the room is pretty small but its cheap!
$10++ for 3 hrs
but they are weird though
they serve sharkfin soup as complementary food
weird huh?
they have much more english songs compared to kbox lar!

goodness.. i still havent hear anything from the companies yet..
guess i need to start making calls on mon?

I really feel like going shopping!!!!
has been really long since i last shopped =(
GSS!!

G2000 suits are becoming not-so-nice
but what other brands can i get a nice suit from?
i need to buy!!

my project group is so funnyyyyy
were doing projects outside lecture hall today
den we were thinking of the 8ps for marketing
do you still remember what are they?
we only remembered 6
product
place
promotion
people
packaging and distribution
price
so what are the final two?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
cheryl called her friend and found out the next one
program

but no one can remember the last one!!
we couldnt move on until we get the final answer
so we were like stopping people to get them recite out all the 8ps
and still no one can remember anything!!!

we went to the extend of walking around the 2nd floor to ask ppl
LOL-actually cheryl did
then she found out the last one!
and its... PARTNERSHIP!
how can we forget this???

we made such a big deal out of 8ps

still no call yt =(

meeting feli tmr =)

still no calls =(
i'm getting so so anxious!
when will they call me???

Lv is coming back todayyyyyyy!
yipppee!!!

some songs remind me of the past
and they make me smile to myself
i'm glad i met all of you
and became part of my life
even though things might not be the same now
those time we spent together were great
and those memories never fail to warm my heart

Goodness..
this whole period of applying for internship is killing me =(
when you go everywhere at school what you here is "eh, u receive any call for interview ready?"

PROBLEM is... i havent receive any call at all!!!
S-T-R-E-S-S!

like seriously!
i jump up whenever my phone rings lor! =(
i think i will get heart attack sooner or later

many of those who applied for hotels and traevl agency receive call for interviews ready lor
so why arent the event companies calling????
well, heard that VOX started calling ready.. bt i didnt apply for that

my most spoken line of the day is "why isn't my phone ringing?"

this whole thing is so IRRITATING!

Cheryl is so cute!
always got random cravings! haha
gonna go eat gelare soon!!! =D

Sita Yang! we need to meet up soon!

hey.. i'm really worried..
maybe you need sometime of your own..
but if you need me..
pls remember that i'm 24/7 available for you..
call me or msg me kay?

Im meeting up with the Indos everyweek now=)
went to have dinner at Sakae yest
followed by Mind cafe!

Everything is always so fun with them!

I think Sita and me are the blurest friends ever
wanted to meet up yest to go Expo
den Sita realised that its not this week but next week
after that i remembered that im meeting the indos so i was telling her that i need to go off earlier
den she realised that its Veesak day so she need to go temple

In the end we never meet at all! lol
blur us

LV and LC are coming back soon!!
like really really soon!
yeay!!!!!!!

life..
as simple as it seems
contains many surprise, many mystery, many happiness
sometimes when something goes wrong
we would think that life is playing a trick on us
but we never see the true meaning behind all the incidents

humans are always not satisfied with what we have..
always asking for more
but have we ever thought about people who are worse than us?
those who are struggling just to survive?

we humans always complain that we are not treated well enough
however, have we thought wheter we deserve the good treatments or not

sometimes i feel so glad that i have my family and friends around me
sheltering me from this unpredictable world
then i started thinking
whether anyone in this world would be glad to have me around them
if asnyone would say that they are proud of me
sometimes i wonder if i have been a blessing to others
as how some people are to me

hasn't this came cross your mind before?

today is a mixture of feelings..

in the morning Ms Joan was late for half an hour
was feeling agitated initially but after finding out her reason
i guess all of us somehow understand her
she didnt sleep and was having MC
but despite of that she still tried to give us a make up class so that we wont be missing out on anything

group projects are progressing well i think
even though we are not the fastest group around
but we are PROGRESSING

i decided on something~
hope this can help me to feel better =)

only remembered that my library books are overdue today
so i had to go down to lib to return the books
bf was kind to wait for me and accompany me down to return books =)
he made me happy today!

but something happened..
hope he's okay..
and she too..

you must be strong!

Today was such a long day!
went to diff diff places =)

bus 23 is so irritating nowadays..
it is always so so so full!
and prob is if you want to take the bus from Boonkeng,
there is no way you can get up the bus in the morning lor!
it's just simply too crowded!
and the bus uncle will always stop at the bus stop for super long to try to squeeze people in
when it's so obvious that no one would be able to fit in at all

anyway..
today Ms Joan was on MC!
so our morning tutorial was cancelled!
bad thing is we will need to go sch early tmr for make up =(

so me and Cheryl went Tampiness to have our breakfast at LJS!



chatted bout many many things there
relieved many many sweet memories too =)
somehow i understand something already
i should be contented with what i have now =)

i think my pooh bear looks so cute here!


After lecture, we proceed to take the long long bus journey!
When i say long, it's really very long!
took us more than an hour! >.<

We love our IPODs! =)

And we finally reached our destination!
and yes, it's Hawpar Villa!
bet many of you haven't been there for ages right?
but we have to do this for the project
so here we go!


entrance


group pic before entering the place

The place ws kinda scary and hot!
they have so many 'unique' statues around the place
and we went through HELL!!
LOL
it's actually just a part of the place which showcase what happens down there at the HELL
quite scary and eerie though..
all the figurines were really not so nice =(
The museum was nice though!
and the uncle was nice enough to let us enter for free because he knew that we were doing project =)



After Hawpar, me and Cheryl went to IKEA to meet Van for dinner!
and meatballs here we come!!!



Walked around the place after dinner and were cam-whoring everywhere!






This is Cheryl's bimbo moment!
she thought that this thing below is a clock!
but its actually a photo-clipper kind of thing =p



IKEA was FUN!!!

okay, end the post with my pic =p

goodneess! swine flu is so irritating!
we even have to take our temperature at sch now!
better dont spread to singapore >.<

going hawpar villa for project tmr!
i havent been thr before!
haha..
hope it's nice

i miss bf =(

had SIP briefing in the morning!
have to agree that the orlando disney intership does look appealling!
bt due to may factors i still dont think that i should go..
the internship this year has so little space!
all because of th eeconomic recession =(
am so scared that i wont get posted to anywhr at all =X

met up with the indos again today!
this time we have more ppl!
went to have dinner at far east
followed by hanging out at cafe del mar
nice place there =)



and this was from yest

this is the 100th post!
my longest-ever-surviving blog i think
lol

met up with the indos today!
great catching up!
will b meeting up tmr again i guess
hehe
they are really good companies!
miss those days when i meet them everyday at sch! =)

something got me thinking these few days..
why are all these things happening
why everyone else seems to be having something wonderful that i jst cant have
i cant stop myself from asking people this qn
even though i know that the answer will make me feel even worse
maybe i am jst looking for somebody to tell me that everything is actually good
that out there there is someone who is having an even tougher time than me
but i jst cant find someone like this

sometimes i feel that you dont understand me
that you dont care
that the reason is not there anymore
ofcourse i hope that everything is not like this
that whatever i thought of is wrong
and i am searching hard for the evidence
the evidence that will make every bad things disappear