aaahh...
went to five stars for interview jst now..
and i gt accepted

bt somehow, im getting more confused
more unsure
i dont knw if i should accept
since events is actually my first choice
but none called

one side i think i would kill myself if events called,
another side i would also die if i gt no placement at all

ming said something that make a lot of sense
if this is not what you really want, you shouldnt take it now
since you still have time to wait
why dont you try to wait

and what will the difference be, since both are not your first choice
so might as well you wait, at least you still have some chance
if you accept now, you wont have any chance anymore

their deadline is tmr

i cant seem to concentrate to study for mice
aahhh
crap
im so confused =(

should i?

why arent you listening when i need someone to listen?
it hurts.. badly..
cos im considering you in it