this is the 100th post!
my longest-ever-surviving blog i think
lol

met up with the indos today!
great catching up!
will b meeting up tmr again i guess
hehe
they are really good companies!
miss those days when i meet them everyday at sch! =)

something got me thinking these few days..
why are all these things happening
why everyone else seems to be having something wonderful that i jst cant have
i cant stop myself from asking people this qn
even though i know that the answer will make me feel even worse
maybe i am jst looking for somebody to tell me that everything is actually good
that out there there is someone who is having an even tougher time than me
but i jst cant find someone like this

sometimes i feel that you dont understand me
that you dont care
that the reason is not there anymore
ofcourse i hope that everything is not like this
that whatever i thought of is wrong
and i am searching hard for the evidence
the evidence that will make every bad things disappear