funny how everything seems to be so different from one minute to another
mood changes
character changes
feelings changes
sometimes we really see people from the suface only
but if the person does not tell,
how are we supposed to know what is deep down inside?
everyone seems to be so busy
lesser meet ups
more of projects
this sem passed so fast
everything seems to go pass in a blink of eyes
sch is so gonna end soon
attachment taking over
aaaahhhh
im really dreading attachment!!!!
no sat and sun off
= NO life
what we could have been, 10:11 PM.
MALTESER is new love!
hahaha
i like to have chocs in my room now
you know for times when you are not feeling that good
its kinda nice to pop some chocs into your mouth
as they melt, it kinda melt your problems away as well!
previous love was kissables =)
sch work is getting a bit better now with 2 projects submitted
but the final one would not be easy! >.<
ps. dont worry! i believe that you can do it!
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
happiness really dont last long huh?
why is it that whenever i feel that everything is going good,
something must come up and make me feel unhappy?
my mood level seems to be going up and down all the time
why cant good things be forever?
sometimes you are just so irritating
what about how i feel?
what we could have been, 11:21 PM.
yeayyy!
he promised to go with me =D
what we could have been, 10:56 PM.
i miss Giselle!!
brought a new jacket for her!!
hope she can wear it =)
human relationship is so amazing
when you can click, means you can
when you cant, there's no way you can change it
dont wait until it's too late to change
because you never know if it is already too late or not
what we could have been, 1:41 AM.
I LOVE BUBBLES!!!!!
they are so so pretty!!
we went to toysr'us (i dunno how to spell) few days back
and bought a bottle of bubbles!
u know those which you blow =)
went to clarkequay to hang out jst now and decided to bring it along
i was playing with it the whole night!
the wind doesnt want to blow in the correct direction though
so it ended up getting blown to the back
we made passer bys happy
they were playing with the bubbles!
although some did get irritated though
hahah
bubbles are so pretty
but they dont last long
they popped and they are gone
sad, isnt it?
what we could have been, 12:59 AM.
it has been so tiring recently!!!
crap
im so TIRED!
cant seem to get enuff rest
and my health is really becoming worse
migraine is back again
every single day!
=(
im on my 'an apple a day keeps the doctor away' routine!
hahaha
really seriously hope i wont fall sick!
hey i miss you!
what we could have been, 9:51 PM.
sch term has started again
project submissions everyweek frm now on
aaahh..
H1N1 is causing so so much trouble
i hate this
i miss you!
what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
i'm so gonna change my facial products!!!!
p.s. would you ever wait for a person for 6 years?
what we could have been, 9:22 PM.
i am UPSET
i didnt know that you would think like that of me..when you always ask me to trust you..whatever that you said before,does it not mean anything already?i can swear that nothing is going on..
what we could have been, 8:53 PM.
you werent even listening..
if not you would be able to hear how my heart broke apart..
what we could have been, 2:34 PM.
why cant you tell me whats wrong?
i never understand
what do you take me as?
what we could have been, 1:03 PM.
met up with tiff, yanshan and sita yest!
the last time i saw tiff and yanshan was like 2 years ago?
gosh, im missing sec sch again
today is off day
but im still doing projects
crap
what a holiday
i miss you
what we could have been, 12:47 PM.
everything is making me so tired..
endless things to think about
tons of work to be done
the ever so limited time that is available
i'm mentally and physically exhausted
and things just dont wanna fall into their own place nicely
always require me to put them back together
it is just like a puzzle
that i cant seem to comprehend..
but if nobody declare anything
how could other people be expected to know anything at all..
sometimes you need to say it out,
and solve all the problems
and decide on the outcome
health is not suppporting either
irregular sleep time.. busy hours.. everything..
is making me feel oh so bad
i bet my head has cracked so many times that now it need no reason to make a bigger hole
it's just like a cycle
never ending headache
seriously, when will this nuisance leave me
im seriously so so dead
what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
fun day, too much food, nice place and nice company
i'm smiling =)
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
had a nice time today =)
met two kind souls
learned new things
had some fun
and everything is good!
cant wait for TUESDAY!
*grins
what we could have been, 1:05 AM.
went back to indo for the past few days!
for my cousin's wedding! =D
was only there for 2 and a half day!
but it was really fun!
it's only during these type occassion that you would see all the relatives and cousins all hanging out together =D
the feeling is really great!!
we were actually discussing when will we meet up like this again
but somehow the fastest seems to be another 5 more years! >.<
bro! please find a wife faster so that we can all gather like this again!!
what we did all the time was to visit Giselle and Misha with food in between the timings
lol
they are really so so so cute!!
baby Giselle is so so talkative!
haha
she would just keep on oohh and aahh-ing to everyone!
and she keeps on smiling!!
aaawwwww~~
and when you are hugging her
she would really cling on your body
she likes to be close to you! =)
so sweeetttttt
she have her big big eyes and pretty long lashes!!
and she's already learning how to crawl!!
hahahah!
so fast!!!
baby Misha is also so so cute!
she's the cool baby though
haha
cos she seldom talk to anyone except for her grandpa and great grandpa
but the way she look at you,
is so so so cute!!!
i miss them already!!! >.<
even though the days spent there was short,
the time was really fun
took some pics during the dinner
so am waiting to be tagged on facebook!
haha..
oh well.. back to sg means back to project!
what we could have been, 1:14 AM.
my head feels like it gonna crack apart
and the same goes to my heart..
just popped a pill in..
dunno if my low blood pressure is coming back again..
i hate this..
it feels like no matter what the headache is following me for life..
i just wanted to stop myself from thinking too much..
thats why i tried asking you..
because i have kept in inside for too long
i dont want to think anything bad about you
because you told me before about something that i found more than 3 years ago..
and i want to keep that in my mind
and nothing shall spoil it
i wasnt even upset or anything
i just wanted for you to tell me a reason
so that i can understand you
so that i wont misunderstand you
but when the phone was put off
the only thing left is this emptiness inside..
ps. i love you, you know?
what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Aaaahhhh...
my tummy is so irritating =(
painnnnn =(
eh eh..
SPLASH called me for interview!!
aahhh...
SAD
i wanted it from the start!
East West Executive Traveller too!!
=(
what we could have been, 11:05 AM.
I dont have an expensive car
but i have a motorcycle
When i am riding with you,
I can feel the warmth of you arms around me
An eight years difference,
we can make it up together
You can keep wearing mini skirts for me,
and for you, i can wear suit and ties
We can watch the foreign movies you love so much together
And we can read the mangas that i love together
As long as we are together
everything will be okay
If you're tired and dont have a car,
I can carry you back home
If you are not feeling well
I can accompany you to ther roof to watch the stars
A love that is not based on money,
does not mean that it lacks romance
Being together simply for the sake of love
Is it not possible?
I'll try hard for you
because you are my DREAM
AAAWWWW!!!
he is just so SWEET!!
i'm SPEECHLESS!
can this type of people really exist?
what we could have been, 10:12 PM.
goodness..
who can actually be allergic to plaster??
well.. im the unlucky one..
jst because of the plaster
my leg is now super itchy!!! >.<
i think its such a dumb thing to be allergic to plaster larr
what's wrong with my skin???
itchy itchy itchy..
worst thing is that im not allowed to scratch =(
ahhhhh..
what we could have been, 1:43 PM.
sometimes,
the person who understands may not be the person whom you are wishing for
what we could have been, 12:29 AM.
every girl in this world is a princess
who will find their prince one day
wonder if you are my prince?
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
ppl! you seriously should watch MY QUEEN!!
I'm only on the 3rd ep but i think its really nice!! =)
RUAN JING TIAN is so so so so so so cute and good guy there!!
the girl inside-wu shuang- is so explosive!
they are so cute together!
whatever he say is so so so nice!
can he exist in real life?
ps.because you are worth it..
how i wish someone can say this to me..
what we could have been, 5:46 PM.
went for four seasons hotel program today
was actually quite fun!
photos are with nadia!!!!!
i want!
haha..
bt it was really really HOT!!
and we are wearing full bese attire!
imagine our expressions when they asked us to go outside the hotel and ask for other people's wow experience!
ofcos we manipulated the order and went to starbucks!
hahahaha
and we started camwhoring!
lololol
forever camwhoring
the senior director of human resource actually shared with us her experience
which made me feel that four seasons is a really nice place to work at!
that's if what she said are all real
i really want to work there! at least for now
hahaaha
i'm psychoing van and liming to join me at fivestars
lol
hahaha
cheryl got accepted at ritz!
happy!
and and and!
bf passed his theory test!
i'm happy for him!!
hahahaha =D
body pump is making my body ache like super badly now=(
what we could have been, 10:32 PM.
internship has been decided
but it is after that that companies started calling for interview
caas, sentosa luge and rasa sentosa
i wonder which one would be next
i want to do something that i cant do!
secret!
haha
shall see if i can
good luck to bf for mid sem test!!! =D
what we could have been, 10:50 PM.