my head feels like it gonna crack apart
and the same goes to my heart..

just popped a pill in..
dunno if my low blood pressure is coming back again..
i hate this..
it feels like no matter what the headache is following me for life..


i just wanted to stop myself from thinking too much..
thats why i tried asking you..
because i have kept in inside for too long

i dont want to think anything bad about you

because you told me before about something that i found more than 3 years ago..
and i want to keep that in my mind
and nothing shall spoil it

i wasnt even upset or anything

i just wanted for you to tell me a reason
so that i can understand you
so that i wont misunderstand you

but when the phone was put off
the only thing left is this emptiness inside..


ps. i love you, you know?